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Post by quidditas on May 3, 2016 13:56:55 GMT -5
I believe that with all my heart TC.... you are wise. After I began reading the bible and gave myself to Christ it all stopped. Bless you. We're in the very end times it seems. Demons going to and fro about the earth. It gives me peace of mind to not be called crazy and see someone showing true Christian values. When I was in Iraq, I was sent on a mission to Mt. Sinjar on the Syrian border of Iraq in ancient "Nineveh". Mt. Sinjar is supposedly where many theologians believe the fallen angels fell to earth. N I feel I've seen personally some of the vision of Nahum the Elkoshite. "But Nineveh is of old like a pool of water: yet they shall flee away. Stand, stand, shall they cry; but none shall look back. 9Take ye the spoil of silver, take the spoil of gold: for there is none end of the store and glory out of all the pleasant furniture. 10She is empty, and void, and waste: and the heart melteth, and the knees smite together, and much pain is in all loins, and the faces of them all gather blackness. 11Where is the dwelling of the lions, and the feedingplace of the young lions, where the lion, even the old lion, walked, and the lion's whelp, and none made them afraid? 12The lion did tear in pieces enough for his whelps, and strangled for his lionesses, and filled his holes with prey, and his dens with ravin. 13Behold, I am against thee, saith the LORD of hosts, and I will burn her chariots in the smoke, and the sword shall devour thy young lions: and I will cut off thy prey from the earth, and the voice of thy messengers shall no more be heard." The yazidi people who lived on the mountain were a mix of pagan catholics, christians and muslim. Mostly Christians from what I saw. We were sent to protect them, and the military had protected them until the end of the war when we pulled out.... then you remember hearing about ISIS killing all of the Christians in that area back in 2013?... Obama only took muslim refugees.... all those people died. The children were given a choice to deny Christ and worship allah and live, but most did not... and their heads were cut off and placed on pikes in the central park of Mosul, Iraq where my base was. The proof is in the pudding. We gotta wake people up!!! No one wants to listen tho
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Post by William Shimoda on May 23, 2016 6:58:45 GMT -5
I have to thank Donald for triggering my awakening. Ive spent so many hours trying to figure what the fuck happened to me as a kid.
the rage that could tear this world in half. The constant testing trying to break me, trying to turn me into a sick fuck like them. I never understood why they're were so evil
the things they did to me, horrible unspeakable things that left me a shadow of person in waking life. Honestly if i hadn't been a kid I don't think i would have made it.
I was writing a story that involved all of these elements, the clones, the fighting, nazis, dream communication. I got pages of rough draft material of what I thought was a crazy, really interesting, yet dark story that I never finished because of the dark place it put me. Then I heard your interview...damn what a fucking mind fuck.
The things I did in my REM state really made me question what kind of person I was. They finally broke me, not after all the sexual shit, but when they would drug me and make me do the most horrible things and make me remember it in real life I would pray so hard for them not to take me. But every night, the face would come out of the darkness. I would pray so hard for them not to take me. But every night, the face would come out of the darkness.
When they broke me, I remember fighting in the arena, just the dirt mainly and the crowd vaguely, mostly how cold and ruthless I was, the power of the darkside coursing through me after a another kill. That scared the shit out of me in my waking life, like i was barely human anymore. I died so many times, seeing the blackness, having to give into death, then waking up in bed my thread of life so thin i felt if i sneezed i would die.
Oh well its been a rough couple of days for me. I worked so hard to push that shit out of my life because I had no where to put it, no one to talk to about it, and God didn't seem to care. But it's time for me to face this.
Thank you Donald for having the courage to tell your story. I have a feeling you and I didn't get along back in those days. I turned into quite the freak show after they broke me, I remember thinking you were weak and pathetic. I'm sorry for killing you all those times. I think I was their one of their favorites as I was a completely ruthless fuck. It was like i was killing myself everytime I did it.
Sorry brother
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Post by william on May 23, 2016 20:25:10 GMT -5
sorry to be an attention whore I'm just not the video making type and I got no one else to yap about this topic with. not really dinner conversation. Damn I want to dismiss this. I was in such a haze as a child. That's fucked up they choose you for your sensitivity. No wonder I hate the fucking piece of shit royals so much.
I could go on and on. I've had all these data points in my life i.e. experiences that I could never make a coherent story out of... Another burnt out time traveling cloned super soldier, lol that sounds so f-ing ridiculous. But why am I tearing up. How can this be reality...
I'm making this up to sound cool maybe, unique right illusions of grandeur right RIgHT that's why i live in the country by myself.
Is there a support group or something. I feel like theres a bunch of memories about to unfurl
Did you sweep us far from your feet Reset in stone this stark belief Salted eyes and a sordid dye Too many years But don't despair this day, will be their damnedest day Ooh, if you take these things from me Did you feed us tales of deceit Conceal the tongues who need to speak Subtle lies and a soiled coin The truth is sold, the deal is done But don't despair this day, will be their damnedest day Ooh, if you take these things from me Undefied, no signs of regret Your swollen pride assumes respect Talons fly as a last disguise But no return, the time has come So don't despair this day, will be their damnedest day Ooh, if you take these things from me Ooh, if you take these things from me
I wonder if this is one of donald"s....
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Post by A friend on May 24, 2016 4:36:48 GMT -5
Hi William, Don't despair, there are support groups out there. Here's one: survivorship.org/Thinking of you x
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Post by william on May 24, 2016 7:44:47 GMT -5
Thank you Friend! Intention goes so far with me... Also thanks to everyone for reading and the likes! Finding other peoples confessions really helped. thank you all for giving me focus.
I was being a dramatic yesterday... I'll do that... I just have so much life force wrapped up in those experiences and then with all the questions and mental gymnastics to get me here. It's actually quite beautiful how the universe brought me to now, looking back.
Love Light and Victory to Us All, it going to be quite the ride! Cheers Will
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Post by Astral Light on May 24, 2016 10:18:16 GMT -5
Celine O'carroll
post in the forum from William Shimoda..............I have to thank Donald for triggering my awakening. Ive spent so many hours trying to figure what the fuck happened to me as a kid.
the rage that could tear this world in half. The constant testing trying to break me, trying to turn me into a sick fuck like them. I never understood why they're were so evil
the things they did to me, horrible unspeakable things that left me a shadow of person in waking life. Honestly if i hadn't been a kid I don't think i would have made it.
I was writing a story that involved all of these elements, the clones, the fighting, nazis, dream communication. I got pages of rough draft material of what I thought was a crazy, really interesting, yet dark story that I never finished because of the dark place it put me. Then I heard your interview...damn what a fucking mind fuck.
The things I did in my REM state really made me question what kind of person I was. They finally broke me, not after all the sexual shit, but when they would drug me and make me do the most horrible things and make me remember it in real life I would pray so hard for them not to take me. But every night, the face would come out of the darkness. I would pray so hard for them not to take me. But every night, the face would come out of the darkness.
When they broke me, I remember fighting in the arena, just the dirt mainly and the crowd vaguely, mostly how cold and ruthless I was, the power of the darkside coursing through me after a another kill. That scared the shit out of me in my waking life, like i was barely human anymore. I died so many times, seeing the blackness, having to give into death, then waking up in bed my thread of life so thin i felt if i sneezed i would die.
Oh well its been a rough couple of days for me. I worked so hard to push that shit out of my life because I had no where to put it, no one to talk to about it, and God didn't seem to care. But it's time for me to face this.
Thank you Donald for having the courage to tell your story. I have a feeling you and I didn't get along back in those days. I turned into quite the freak show after they broke me, I remember thinking you were weak and pathetic. I'm sorry for killing you all those times. I think I was their one of their favorites as I was a completely ruthless fuck. It was like i was killing myself everytime I did it.
Sorry brother
Laurence Mountford "I'm sorry for killing you all those times"... Whoever this guy was he better hope he was memory suppressed.
Laurence Mountford Nothing good ever comes from messin' with don at the cloning center. Hashtag: Doomed Soul.
Lysander Stevenson Noticed he also says "Love & Light" (or, love, light and victory specifically) in the posts under it logged on as "William - guest". I would say there is a lot of redeeming and a lot of learning to be done here..... It's like Don says, there will be a lot of people begging for forgiveness.
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Post by fts on Oct 1, 2016 0:34:42 GMT -5
I am memory suppressed, but I have faint memories of different experiences at the CC, & have real life experiences that back up everything he is saying, I know it is the truth, deep down anyone who hears what Don has to say knows it, we all have to admit it, and do something about it! before it is too late! I live in Australia NSW, anyone else on here from Australia interested in having meet ups? So we can get the ball rolling, When and where? Lets make it happen!
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Post by Astral Light on Oct 31, 2016 21:38:18 GMT -5
Katherine Cipriano ... that's hitting home
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Post by Anon1111 on Nov 12, 2016 8:29:58 GMT -5
I am memory suppressed, but I have faint memories of different experiences at the CC, & have real life experiences that back up everything he is saying, I know it is the truth, deep down anyone who hears what Don has to say knows it, we all have to admit it, and do something about it! before it is too late! I live in Australia NSW, anyone else on here from Australia interested in having meet ups? So we can get the ball rolling, When and where? Lets make it happen! Hey, I live in NSW as well.
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Post by nicholasthornton on Dec 16, 2016 22:44:18 GMT -5
I read about Donald and his experiences years ago. I fully believed him at the time. I've dived into the occult for many years in my depression. I've been having the dreams for a couple weeks now. And things came together last night. Please admin contact me in message I will provide my phone number if somebody will speak with me. I can hear them talk about me in my mind. I'm an intelligent 23 year old, 4.3gpa high school graduate and currently 4.0 college. A creative artist, dancer, and musician. There's nobody to talk. This is my first time on this site. I believe God may have directed me here tonight. Today was the realtization that in my R.E.M. Sleep I go through insane experiences that I recall so vividly. I wake up shaking for 5-10 minutes and do deep breathing and prayer until it subsides. This will be my first night sleeping and knowing what they have done with my DNA. If anyone can talk With advice maybe idk please do
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Post by nicholasthornton on Dec 16, 2016 22:45:35 GMT -5
The dreams have been happening for a couple weeks. They happen nightly now
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Post by nicholasthornton on Dec 16, 2016 22:49:37 GMT -5
www.instagram.com/im__nic/This is only to show you how they found out about me. I went around instagram for months and liked a bunch of the illuminates members photos to make them look at me. I'd go to all the top people of instagram and spam them with creative lyrics I'd come up with on the spot to mimic them. Or go around their instagram talking to the person in a type of code I made up. its a simple way of flirting really. I'd just take 30 minutes finding photos I could relay a message just by liking and the posts titles would say something and that's how I'd talk. Or make the person feel super special by spamming their feed for a while (Run ons but I'm not in the best state of mind)
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Post by nicholasthornton on Dec 16, 2016 22:51:00 GMT -5
This is a video a made a long time ago. I showed this to them to let them know I know what they do now they are doing it to me
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Post by nicholasthornton on Dec 16, 2016 22:53:36 GMT -5
The dreams are unlike anything I've ever experienced it's always like a movie. A morbid, torturous, riddled with murder and violence. Like I'm going around beating people up. Or in another one I run away from men who offer me money for sex and end up in a tree with snakes biting me until the venom kills me. Or my whole stomach is poorly stitched up and oozing and I'm walking around and find myself looking in a mirror until I go black like Donald says
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Post by nicholasthornton on Dec 16, 2016 23:03:38 GMT -5
I feel like nobody will believe me here maybe you guys get stuff like this all the time but I'm not playing. It's very real and I'm just thinking about what's going to happen tonight
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