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Post by violet123 on Jan 26, 2016 17:00:43 GMT -5
Hello all, including possible people from the illuminati! I'm posting this, to not only share my story to bring myself healing- but also clarity. When you read this, most likely will help you to remember all future experiences at the coming center. From the beginning, i was only fourteen perhaps and my whole life changed. I no longer had any energy at school because I couldn't sleep, because of these horrific nightmares. i was withdrawn, I felt that my teachers who were adults wanted me. Which was true, i was one of the most beautiful females at school. But each night would begin the same way. First, ringing in the ears, then a wave of magnetic energy would scan my body. My body would feel what my cloning body FELT. I felt long, jagged nails digging into my back, hot breath on my neck. On June sixth of 2006, was one of the worst experiences - I remember feeLing pain writing it in my journal and telling someone but I can't remember what happened, except I couldn't go back to sleep. I told my sister about it when we were teenagers, and she told me similar nightmares of being raped and feeling tortured. Then I began having dreams, my sister saying this is not a dream we will remember tomorrow. We thought we were astral projecting to a plane where there were evil demons. She didn't want to remember, and every day she would say stop telling me because I start having this happen to me too. As years went by I understood that something was torturing me at night, not as often but I just accepted it. I had dreams, over the years of drowning myself, of being water boarded, of a tank filling up with water with me inside and I start breathing in water, my back slowly being sliced, being burned in a fire, fighting for my life against different huge animals. I finally stumbled upon dons letter, i fell to my knees and cried. Since then, i became more awake then ever. I have seen cloning center, the arena. They called it the stage and told me I was astral projecting. I go there every night. My eyes even opened there and I looked around it was like waking UP in a different place. I will say that they have used mk ultra on me multiple times since me waking up, and yet I always figure out somehow that I'm in a clone. I go up to the mirror to look at myself, and I see me but with longer hair - and I think outloud oh ok I'm a clone, so they put me in some hideous monsters body. They also had a vril impregnate me, i held my ugly baby. There was a girl next to me, holding her baby. And she sighs, it's so difficult to understand their language. The torturing is getting worse. They put me in the body of a frog, and fed me to a snake. They woke me up there and they were going to burn me alive slOwly like a fucking pig, they were going to "cook" me and then eat me. I have so much more to tell you, i finally spoke out while there and told them I don't want to be there. Now every night i get killed in a torturous way, one night six times in a rOw. And they told me- four more times. I can still feel the pain of two gunshot wounds, and the pain of being raped and then getting sharp fingernails on my vagina. The pain is a memory in itself. I'm crying inside, hoping This all stops. If you can't handle my message, you're not ready to be unrepressed. When will this all stop?
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Post by omnimind on Feb 21, 2016 1:03:09 GMT -5
Thank you for coming to help the world and Donald through this. I'm sure it's helpful to yourself as well.
The astral explanation is the first step, although it also leads into how there are other dimensions and that various groups have the capacity to travel to them. I'm not sure how this ties into the bases particularly. This girl Sarah Adams, who Donald says is not fully aware, says that the clone centers are real but there is access to higher dimensions and higher dimensions beings.
I do believe we all need to fully unrepress our memories in order to get the truth. I think we are supposed to literally come together physically or get altogether in forums and chats like this and actually talk to each other to figure it out. Donald plays a big part and honestly he's putting it out.
Try to get everything out onto a social media site, twitter/face book, and post on to any forums you frequent, comment areas or anything. Refer friends and accomplices to Donald, B.o.B., Tila Tequila, if that's going to affect them.
You most likely still have some journeying to do. When you are strong enough, you will not be pushed further. They do this for a heart-sacral tie. It's late so I'll have to come back to explain more. Or you can search, I am around facebook and the forums.
If our heart energy increases more than the lower chakral energy then the torture process is no longer effective.
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Post by attis on Mar 22, 2016 13:32:57 GMT -5
I have been falling a sleep and have been waking up in medical/clinical settings since i was 5 my mother has been a witness to my (dreams) so much so i have been to neurologists because before i fall a sleep i get loud tones in my head the like a burst and bam im not home im where Donald says he is im horrified this is what it is i tryed to commit suside because of this being haunted by my (dreams)i honestly thought it was repressed memories (nightmares) of an operation when i was 9 and was in the hospital for a year having to learn to move again i had a pestcus excavadam and subsequent recovery. uppon awaking i jerk and wake my self up every time so much so i thought was a physical abductions and was being dropped back in my bed but what Donald says makes so much sense my clone when leaving is in a different position then my body is sleeping and my brain try's to make up the difference. this is the basics. everything Donald said in an interview i have also been witness to and participated in, deep dark shit i thought was dreams i hurd him say you have to eat them shallow then i knew he was not lieing. I do not have 100% memory recall just selective at best that they let me i guess. I have seen the small vrill and the proboscis and have had my clone tourcherd and turned off while trying to help someone. the stories i have are beyond belief and up until now i thought were dreams.
One of the most disturbing thing i can remember is i woke up in a medical center with a little girl in the room with me she was a girl i knew in real life but did not recognize her because in real life she is older but here he was like 8 (guess) she knew me and i remember thinking how am i talking to her as a child we were there or some time until she calmed down then they came to take her away and i would not give her up then next thing i know im on the other side of the room cant move watching me brutlize her it never made sence until now she also remembers the experience (dream)
I can verify what i am saying as to me and her. thank you Donald Marshall for making sense of my experiences what i thought was my hellish recurring dreams
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Post by jesusisking777 on Mar 22, 2016 18:37:13 GMT -5
THE ISLAND, MOVIE.
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Post by attis on Mar 22, 2016 19:52:57 GMT -5
for minor cases that might be the case and that maybe so with modern medicine my surgery was done in 89 my breast plate was 1 1/2 inches from my spine it was major corrective surgery not cosmic which is what you found.all my organs were displaced. if that was an attempt to discredit my family can verify everything. I will not post here again. lastly the center i was at is located in hicksville new york under the Northrop Grumman south felicity.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 16, 2016 16:21:17 GMT -5
If our heart energy increases more than the lower chakral energy then the torture process is no longer effective.
This is very important. Could you please expand on it.
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Post by cheeta64 on Apr 30, 2016 0:02:56 GMT -5
I have been to cloning station myself. I remember a lot. I've talked to several celebrities and seen others. Recently I think I had a chip put into my clone brain. I wanted to thank Don for coming out with this info it's ground breaking and will help thousands understand. It's helped me immensely put the pieces together. I was abducted many many times by the Grey's-govt. I recently talked to Barak Obama at the center and wanted him to tell me about the Cabal. He deflected my questions and wanted sex. I am probably a sex slave IDK. When I'm there I've had many whisper in my ear they need to escape from there cause its like a prison and they want to know how. This has got to stop. I work with the Ascended Masters and want to start to bring more light upon these evil sick beings. Their kingdom is crashing. Anyone with ideas? I'm going to keep sending light to them. If your vibration is high enough they can't really harm you. I do not fear physical death because there is no such thing as death just transformation of energy. It's sad that they don't understand this.
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Post by celine on Apr 30, 2016 5:45:32 GMT -5
Thanks for your disclosure Cheeta....word of warning. Don says the ascended masters are the reanimated chipheads that Don told us about, and as such I'm guessing many are in league with illuminati and would not want to be deactivated. I'm guessing in the end there will be a compromise to allow many to continue on but for now we have to take what they say with a pinch of salt.
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Post by Shiner on Apr 30, 2016 10:35:59 GMT -5
How do you meet with folks that are in the droning Station?
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Post by cheeta64 on Apr 30, 2016 10:40:13 GMT -5
Totally agree with you. I know those who are part of the plan...claiming to be Ascended Masters that want to control. There is certain things they say and do that is key. I really aappreciate this page.
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Post by quidditas on May 2, 2016 16:51:10 GMT -5
I'm a perfectly healthy 26 year old man, mentally, physically and emotionally. I've had a very strange life however. I won't go into complete detail so I don't ward away the seriousness of my inquiry in any way. I was a pagan. Devout pagan of the Nordic mythological caste. I never had any reason to truly believe in anything demonic or angelic. I retired from the military and fell away from Asatru beliefs delving more-so into the purely occult / Aleister Crowley / ancient Sumerian / Babylonian mystic side of things. Things started to get weird.... Every night for a few months I would be awakened by a presence in the room as I layed in bed with my wife at the time. A terrifying evil presence unlike anything I've ever felt. But I would be paralyzed completely unable to move a muscle in my terror. Before I knew it I would be freed and aparantly "awakened" without memory of anything beyond that though I felt certain I wasn't really asleep. This continued for months until I quit sleeping in my bed. I would stay awake all night on my couch awaiting daylight. It would subside. But I couldn't keep this up, I discounted it as merely dreams or hallucinations or some REM sleep defect. It began to happen less frequently and I would again sleep in my bed. I resigned myself to being of an evil nature to give myself power burning pentagrams in my yard at night etc as I lived in the middle of swampland in N. FL surrounded by hundreds of acres of cowfield. The constant feeling of being watched / "dreams" subsided Until one night when I was home alone on Christmas Eve. This is where I need some answers if Donald or anyone can give any. I decided to go to bed early and fell asleep in my bed alone in my 4 bedroom house, leaving all the lights on in the room and the ceiling fan on "just in case" I would know if I was asleep or awake if something just so happened to occur again (I was always caught off guard by it... In all the moments I remember that flash behind my eyes I never kept the lights on because someone was usually in bed with me) it might help ward that presence away. My head was slightly propped up by my pillows. I become comfortable and complacent. My eyes sink and I lose my consciousness. then BAM... I'm awake and frozen just like usual..... only my head is propped up still and I notice all the lights are on and I can see my ceiling fan spinning. Then I feel it..... The most terrible feeling I've ever had in my life... I've been to combat in Iraq, I've almost been kidnapped and raped by child molesters, Me and my mom and dad were to be murdered while camping in the mountains of Idaho, yet nothing I've ever experienced made me feel like this. I wanted to scream and cry and destroy every single thing around me I could find out of sheer fear. But I couldn't even blink. Then I saw it...... I'd never seen anything in that state before. A 7 1/2 - 8 ft tall grey humanoid, slightly hunched forward with arms almost as long as his entire body casually walked through my doorway past the foot of my bed..... making his way to the left side of the bed where I lay. Needless to say after that things become fuzzy.... as I'm sure if I had control over my body I would've shit myself pissed myself, and tried to bite it's throat out with every bit of insanely fearful fury I could conjure in my 180 lbs. But I was helpless, my vision blurry from the tears. It loomed over me, I just remember seeing it's hand over my face. After that all I can remember is almost breaking free from whatever crazy freezy-shit it had me under.... I arched my back and could raise my arms a bit.... trying to reach this thing to hurt it and get it away from me.... n just as I broke free I could lean up and had full control again...... it was gone.... I had tears down my face and sweat all over my body.... It had just happened I was sure. No dream. I also thought that big motherfucker could still be in the house..... so as quietly as I could I grabbed my mossberg from under the bed, my phone and the only key I had on my nightstand which was to a shitty isuzu my brother-in-law sold me.... and SPRINTED through my house weapon shouldered ready for discharge.... leaving my garage door open, front door open, hopping in the isuzu truck.... I stuck the key in as quickly as I could and tried to get it to crank.... after trying 5 or 6 times WEARILY looking in every fucking dark direction around my vehicle which was inconveniently parked 100 ft from my dark ass house in my dark ass yard..... it cranked and I drove to the only place with lights on in the ENTIRETY OF MY COUNTY on christmas eve..... Wal-mart parking lot.... and stayed there until afternoon on christmas day. anyway..... I've heard you talk about Tall Greys being Reptilian in nature..... I'm not sure what a tall grey is supposed to look like... But this motherfucker was very very tall.... very thin.... grey / black..... and wanted to do some shit to me for some reason.... What do you think it was.... what did it want..... It's the last time I've had that experience... when I saw it..... it was 5 years ago and I've never had even a nightmare since then..... My father is a drug addict whom I just recently met...... he also has related a similar experience to me after we became familiar..... is it genetics? ? WTF I can't account for my father.... but I know I'm not insane or mentally unstable..... n didn't even smoke weed then. (I sure as fuck do now) Just give me some insight please.... anyone
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Post by quidditas on May 2, 2016 17:05:38 GMT -5
This is not a joke either. I'm sorry for the profanity.... I didn't articulate this as well as I would've liked. But you get the jist. PLEASE... I'M BEGGING FOR EVEN JUST A HYPOTHESIS....
I've found answers nowhere.
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Post by quidditas on May 2, 2016 19:05:10 GMT -5
The body types of pics 1 and 2 send shivers down my spine.... the exact frame. The face I can't remember very well..... I'm sure it wasn't as pleasant as #1 but I remember the larger eyes like it has..... I really need to be hypnotized I think to try and see if I can remember anything. But to be honest if I was face to face with a pumpkinhead I'd rather not remember.
Thank you very much for the link TC. God bless
*edit* after reading that..... the emotions I felt..... the hand over my face and the "narcotic" they use.... it makes perfect sense..... tyvm I couldn't be happier I came here
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Post by celine on May 3, 2016 2:18:28 GMT -5
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Post by quidditas on May 3, 2016 8:02:46 GMT -5
I have dreams still, apocalyptic dreams a lot of the time. Would I still dream if I have a clone? What are some true signs of that to look out for? I do have some basic knowledge of MKULTRA, I have been very sexually stimulated since about age 3... regularly masturbating by 7 and addicted to pornography by age 9 when dial up internet had just become regularly available. Kind of embarrassing of exactly HOW sexual I was, I hid it very very well though. and my addiction to sex and pornography for most of my life in combination with my high libido could be MKULTRA related I suppose. Also, I've had strange occurances that I've videod for youtube but never put up in which my mother interviewed me personally and was present for most encounters. One strange one being when I was 4, me and my mother had moved to Idaho in Couer'D Alene near the Canadian border from Tallahassee (where I was born). My father was fresh out of prison due to an addiction to crack cocaine and my mother figured the only chance we had to be a family was to move out of the south where the drug was so prevalent and readily available. (He was pawning my christmas presents, breaking into my grandparent's house stealing their jewelry and guns, rehab too, little did I know he too had issues his entire life... his brother also who was murdered at 16... n his mother my grandma who was murdered shortly after his brother in Alabama... my great grandad who was captured by the NAZIS at the battle of the bulge with the 106th infantry which is all documented killed himself upon release from Stalag IV in Tallahassee etc. so there are deep rooted issues with my paternal family and with the Tallahassee area in general). So to Idaho we went. The first memory I have came from when we had first moved in our house and went camping on a BEAUTIFUL remote lake in a large valley. It was crystal clear and so different from the black water down here I vividly remember the first day there, finding swarms of lady bugs under logs with the sunlight beaming through the evergreens. Swimming by my dad's feet watching a large 3 ft pike reeled in towards me and how it looked like an enormous beast in comparison to my tiny body as it fought my dad's rod n reel. Also, the fires we had at night and how embers seemed to torrent into the night sky mingling with the stars to my amazement. Well, we didn't get to stay there very long afterwards. My mother remembers the details more-so than I, I can only tell of what my memory first handedly accounts for. We were all nestled in our large tent set up in the open by the lake on smooth river rock. I was asleep between my mother and father, I awoke to my mother moving very slightly. She was whispering "Jimmy, Jimmy wake up....", as I also noticed to my horror.... a silhouette of a man walking around our tent, as if he wasn't afraid at all we could be awake or have guns or anything.... (which my mom and dad did).... My eyes followed him around the tent as I listened silently to the rocks move beneath his feet. Then my mom failing to wake my dad had the balls to yell, "JIMMY, IS YOUR GUN READY? I HAVE MINE!" and my dad sat up out of his sleep (we're both VERY hard sleepers, but my mom luckily will awaken to the slightest noise) and saw the silhouette of the man which stopped moving after my mom yelled her narrative threat. My dad hesitated, then we heard the rocks crack as whoever it was sprinted away. We could've died I'm sure, since whoever it was obviously didn't give two shits about life or limb. But after a brief intense pause, my dad jumped out the tent with my mom right behind him guns drawn, yelling "STAY IN THE TENT DYLAN" as I tried to exit to see what was going on... then I heard an engine crank in the distance.... there were more than one of them... and one was parked in a vehicle at the top of the valley looking down on us. I could see the headlights through the tent like the moon. All a very strange occurance. The guy around our tent didn't have time to get in that vehicle before it pulled off.... there also was no one else around for a long ways, not even a drink machine for a good 20 miles. Anyway we left that place that same night to hear 10 years later that there were a string of murders in that same area where children had been raped and killed along with their mothers camping at the EXACT time we were camping there in Idaho. I'm certain that eery night n shady behavior of that silent, calm man outside our tent... n the vehicle strategically parked half a mile away on the valley ridge had something to do with those murders. Me and my mother had moved to Cleveland, TN a few miles north of Chattanooga. My father had went back to prison shortly after we moved from Idaho when I was 6 back down to FL. Me n mom became gypsies essentially. By 13 I was a complete sex addict, I had quit going to school and had my mom say she was home schooling me. All I did every day was play MMORPGs (Dark age of camelot / Shadowbane / Ragnarok Online) have phone sex, masturbate, see my girlfriend Jasmine and read. That's IT... from ages 10-13. I was also performing occult rituals by age 9 attempting to summon demons etc. with my friends during sleepovers in a dark field near the railroad by my old house in Midway,FL (Keep in mind I had no idea what I was doing, or why i was doing these things.... n still don't.... because that's not who I am.... deep inside I'm a VERY sensitive and loving person... and have always felt God was real) So back to Tennessee, Me and my mom were at the laundry mat one late evening. Just us, and a woman behind the counter. All of a sudden a 40-50 yr old scruffy black man walked in. My mom was changing the clothes from the washer to the dryer and I sat in a seat facing the door looking through a magazine imagining which car I would buy if I had the money. Then the man suddenly (keep in mind he had no clothes with him to wash) walks over to me and begins to ask me about my shoes. He proceeded to tell me how cool I was and how he wanted to take me to his store (in which he sold shoes / apparel supposedly) and hook me up. Well.... I knew something wasn't right but had never been approached by a man that way and didn't know what to say as I was sure something wasn't right but didn't want to be rude and call him out since I was just a little kid. Anyway my mom turned around n saw.... n walked over there asking what he was talking to me about n he explained he had a shoe store... even though he was wearing goodwill clothes and no name brand shoes. Well my mom is a beast lol, she said "You better get your ass out of here trying to coax my son into some shit! I'll shoot your ass!" N sure as shit, the guy ran out..... N as if that wasn't strange enough. He didn't run away... he stopped right outside the door and me and my mom and the lady behind the counter saw him talking to an even CREEPIER 40-50 yr old chubby white man with long greasy hair dressed almost the same. After they spoke a few seconds they BOTH got in ONE vehicle and left..... n there are many instances of stuff like this.... those r the two that stand out in my mind though... n that my mom speaks of often. But what do you make of that? Sound like I'm on the radar for MKULTRA?
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