Donald Marshall (Sat. May 30, 2015)
Patricia Farrington
Violet Bell Good Afternoon!!!
Rob Dutze Good afternoon Donald sir, you are looking better. Feeling better?
Donald Marshall Little better
Star Moncada Awesome !!!! Blessed saterday
Donny son.and fellow peeps!!
Rob Thorsen Good afternoon Donald!
Spencer Allen Eskridge Heya hiya D!
Glad to see you got some well needed rest!!!
Have a great afternoon!!!
Nick Brooks Oh shit, ok I was randomly researching & ran into the eminem crap again and I just had a flash of memory cuz I was heavily looking into it connecting dots to cloning. I did this just before sleeping for about 4hrs or so. I had 2 dreams 1 is irrelevant bout my ex wife coming back. But the 2nd I didn't remember till just now had a flash memory.
It was of being heavily drugged and everything looked all distorted like when ur on drugs or drunk. It's a reacuring dream where I'm in a room on a steal slab table I think not sure can't really feel much of anything at all I'm in a room made of concrete and there's always a pretty woman blind sometimes brunette (sorry so much detail it's making me remember what feels like suppressed possibly memories maybe idk but it's so yall can get where I'm coming from)
So this time I couldn't walk on my own so she's most of the time helping me to just walk out of the room into a hallway that is very dark not well lit the lights are color blue-white idk I seem to see the floor mostly she has her arm around me I'm on her shoulder as if injured broken leg style. She takes me somewhere and I go black out. That was today.
Other times in the past it's been where I wake up on th table & there's a woman (I can never make out their faces or features I feel paralyzed too n can't move) but this one time I remember she was riding me having sex I'm always naked at first or not sure not caring either too druggy to tell anything. But the sex time looked almost like a surgery room table ya know with the lights. Then I black out don't even get to finish how sad is that lol not even in my dreams if they're dreams. (Having a rough time in love life atm or lack thereof)
So what I've come to deduce, is are these just dreams made up of my minds eye from the subconscious mind after researching the subject???
Or is this flashes memories of cloning???
I never make it out of my room with nothing but a table in it from what I can tell, and I never remember anything past the woman walking me to a door that I black out idk of its me waking up or memory suppression.
It's become disturbing so I wanna know if I've been seen at cloning???
Or of this is just my subconscious messing with me when I think of the topic or research it. Sorry for such a long post but wouldn't you want to know if it's really a dream or if it's flashes of memory coming back if you had clones and were at the centers? Anyone would want to know especially after these dreams & hitting age 30 is when it gradually started. Just want to put my mind at ease on this to either accept the fact I'm there. Or write the dreams off as subq. Mind fkn with my head while doing all this research. Sorry so long again but it feels rather important to me to know & Ido anyone else to ask but you don. Got nobody else who can confirm or deny or even talk to about it without being called crazy for merely speaking about it in such a closed minded broken world.
Anyway good afternoon this just hit me like lightning out of no where bam I had odd memories and a sequence of them all occurred during REM sleep & couldn't be remembered till well after I'd woken up. It had to be so detailed to confirm & the more I think about it the more I remember it also feels like memories are plucked from my head or great ideas and it's not like normal when u forget and remember later it's just zapped gone forever & has a fuzzy feeling associated with it. Idk wtf is going on anymore objects seem to disappear as if time shifted so much strange things happen that most over look wrote off as coincidence but it's far from it. Ok stopping myself now smh *writers double edge sword tmi but I hope yall can understand why & if you were in my shoes would maybe do the same.
Spencer Allen Eskridge Get some stationary and start making the habit of writing out what you see as SOON as you wake up.
The more you do, the more lucid you become.
Pay attention to the passage of time.
It helps me differentiate when I'm at cloning or dreaming.
Donald Marshall Holy long comment Batman.
Nick Brooks I know can't help myself with the anxiety makes my mind race a million miles a second. But there's a very important question buried in there. It's basically,
Am I at cloning? Have you seen my face maybe?
Or is it just my mind messing with me. I had to make it detailed so you can confirm or deny if that's a description of any place at cloning or just my imagination fkn with me cuz I research it so much?
to sum it all up.
Again sorry but it had to be detailed in order to tell.
Donald Marshall Haven't seen you. Told you before. Lol
Nick Brooks Oh that's a relief lol. Sorry then & I don't remember being told. So it's the over active imagination then I feel embarrassed now lol. Sigh
So how are you feeling now any better then before or still gotta flu? Hopefully if so only the 24hr flu
Oh and thanks
for everything I can't even begin to fathom the life you've lived man.
Nick Brooks Should I delete that long ass comment then?
Donald Marshall Don't have to.
Nick Brooks K koo less wrk 4me lol typed myself out of gas haha. Feel better soon
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